my misc thoughts.
welcome to my thoughts page. this is where i'll put things i think about. ordered newest to oldest.
-i want to drive in the snow late at night listening to in rainbows. that sounds so melancholic.
-i have this urge when i get my new car to run away and never come back..
i want to just go start a new life somewhere where i wont have to worry about anything.
-i crave the eternal bliss that i have since lost.
-sceneofthecrash, hope youre alright, best wishes.
-my friends are going to help me set up a stereo system in my room so i can listen to music without my headphones. im excited.
-if i'm being honest, getting those edibles was a really good decision.
my anxiety is nearly gone and isnt some constant thing. its helped me move on. i feel calm.
-i have a poetry page now. theres nothing there at the moment but its there.
-having a 90s theme website makes me feel kind of cool. it would have been cool to have this in like 1997 or 1998.
maybe then ppl would like me.
-sometimes i wonder. if my corpse was found like how i imagine it, would they finally care.
once 1/3 of my skull is scattered on the floor, will they finally realize what happened.
-thanks for 4k.
-theyre here. happiness here i fucking come.
-not sure how much more i can take of this.
-my medication isnt helping. my anxiety is getting worse. help.
-i finally got to have fucking alcohol ha. ha. ha.
-i'm really scared of ending up in a psych ward.
-i am a mistake.
-feel like im losing my mind
-ive lost four pounds in two weeks.
-im ready for everything to be over
-cant sleep in the dark anymore
-i feel so worthless
-its never gonna get better for me
-i kinda want to go jump off a overpass
-ordered a kmfdm tour 97 shirt, excited for it to get here.
-WHY DO ALL THE MONSTERS COME OUT AT NIGHT
-rivers cuomo is a visionary
-one year ago today everything changed.
-you tear me apart inside.
-i still remember your laugh. innocent, beautiful, pure.
-links page is up, ur welcome.
-i dont know if my mental state is worse or not from a year ago?
-i want to apologize for everything i did last year.
-i sit here with a sore throat and fever making a phone background for 8 hours, and i just feel worse.
-just like noel said, where did it all go wrong?
-everything was going so well and now ive hit rock bottom
-ive watched 16 episodes of danny phantom in one sitting. i dont have a problem. i promise.